last day..complicated feeling

its friday... barista will be back tommorrow morning. I got chemistry midterm test too. sigh...

We both late woke up in the 11.30am morning and the i brought him went to my uni as i had choir practise at 12pm. He wait one hour for me. then we went for lunch at kfc. A thing happen at the last after i almost finish my rice. i saw a vegetable insect in the salad. Oh god. i lost my appetide to finish the food already.

then we went to secret recipe again for high tea with our laptop. haha~!

then we went to the pasar ramadhan to catch the food but our mood destroyed after barista got a lucky bird'shit on his shirt and my hand got some hot oil from the murtabak court. sigh... so we just go home and cook our own dinner..

2nd day.. happy but dissapointed

this morning after class 9am, me and barista went for breakfast at U want Mee. After that, we went for a walk at town... until i remember wrong my class that was at 12pm. haha! something that made me dissapointed was my own ethic in class. Actually, i really dissapointed with both of you. You people made me felt critic, its there need to be selfish?? scared other coursemate get better result than both of you? useless... you people at what level thought we don know is it? Really foolish people. Now i will try to make myself stay far away from both of you. Friends? huh.

well, i can dating while forget the unhappy things^^ this noon, barista cook a super delicious lunch for me..

then night, we go for dinner at secret recipe.. nice chair, nice atmosphere, nice music, the food still ok, got WIFI too. nice high tea location at tanjong malim if you got enough budget. kiki.

As he cook too much this noon, we supper again with the left food. haha~!

Happy wednesday

Last Sunday… there was a bad day for me because the junior said something bad to me again… well, I actually not fight with you about the leader of choir. Hope you understand and think about your behavior. Don always said something made people unhappy. After I told flower and pastor, I can saw they were helping me by words. I m felt an wei. Then its came to the dinner’s time. I din ever thought that my friend will left me behind and made some stupid reason said afraid the restaurant was crowd and din ask me to go. I m sad. Then I join ah yen’s family to have the terrible fried rice with egg. Bad taste food. T.T that night cold war with barista too since my mood was not good and the next two days have midterm exams too. Felt stress and unhappy.


But today is Wednesday! Barista is coming to tm and accompany me for 3days and date. ^^ I m happy since last night after finish my chemistry paper. This morning having 2hours chemistry lab to do the crystalline experiment but unfortunately my hand was getting hot because of the hot plate.

Never mind, it won’t affect my mood to cook lunch and dinner for barista. This is the first time I cook for barista. Haha.




Barista reach at 5pm. It’s raining. So I need to go home with my little black while wait for him.

Night, after class 10pm, we plan to go mamak with anggerik 20. But it’s raining again. So we wait until 11pm and send my ai xin mushroom soup to anggerik 20. We meet Eugene at mamak. Just him in the cold night but it’s warm for three of us. There were fried mee, Maggie mee soup and murtabak kambing ordered by two of us… nice supper~

last introductory chemitry II lab^^

last lab of chemistry I

picture with our lab instructor

Last, i would like to share with barista and all my friends about my burger face when form six. amazing.. unbelievable.. haha~! can you find me??

Blue Monday

This morning I woke up late and late stepped in class but I almost got heart attack when on my way went to class. What happen?! I chased by a dog in Tanjong Malim! Oh my god… I can’t believe my eyes. I wonder where’s the dog came from! @.@ luckily I am a dog lover, if not I sure find something and throw it to the dog. Revenge!huh.

I really felt sleepy due to last night on call with barista until late in the midnight. I can’t make myself to listen what lecturer was talking about. Just hope class finished faster and go home sleep. As tonight have statistic quiz, I need to force myself to finish the revision. Today chat with flower in the class, just knew about a junior also made her felt upset one. Huhu. Junior, behave yourself la… don’t thought your mood not good then can make it to other people. It’s a bad habit.

Talk about tonight’s dinner, I order a mamee chicken rice in a restaurant near by Taman Universiti. The restaurant was full of uni Chinese students. Once I eat that, I will never order it anymore. In my opnion, it just a mamee that stick together with the chicken only. I give 20 marks la. I miss Happy Village’s food la… sad…

After back from class tonight, I started to refill my printer’s ink. Oh, get mad with it within 1hours! … at last, I just realized I refilled wrong the ink’s hole=.=’’’

Think before you say!

For the 1st time, I felt disappointed and upset with the junior’s behavior. Actually not his business and I am looking help from other junior but he “said” to me I can do it by myself with little black(my scooter), just drive to uni library then can online find the things I want. Hey, my house don have internet, ya I can go library but it’s not convenient for me to bring the laptop all the time because it’s heavy! Ya, my old house that you live now got internet, you can use it anytime when you are tired back from class. Please la, think before you say! Think others feeling before say anything that will hurt people… now I just feel I won’t near you people too much la. I m old and used to protect myself. Luckily I still got my mood back to lead the choir group after pray to God. When on the way go home, my heart is whispering to God again. He gives me very large encourage and it makes me feel to continue it next semester.

Oh ya, one more thing. Please remember the thing u said in the meeting and when I am try to rectificate you the date. Please la respect me as a senior and don blame me not in the meeting last last time. Wake up please. You thought I like to absent meeting? Did you think at my side? Did you think I m ok stay in the house overnight alone after a guy tried to climb in? sigh.

Barista is sick… and I can’t by his side now because the responsible that I have on Friday, Saturday, Sunday. I really tired… sorry dear...

free friday

Early in 9am, me and doreen go to pekan's early market to buy some vegetables and meats. then we go for breakfast in a shop near to the bus station.

my yee mee+ egg

doreen's 3 colour ban mee

in noon, after choir group practice, me, flower and wen na went to library online almost whole noon.. online addiction quite seriuos o!

online under the sun.. hardworking!!

congrate!!

my senior, shi yao

congratulations to my all seniors that graduate from university!!

i am waititng for my convo day come.. still got 2years =.= no need face assignments, quizes, tets, so nice......

busy lab day

me and flower with goggle

play with chemical

wait and wait @.@

her funny pattern

experiments of alcohols

Sunday worship service敬牧会

pastor is cooking tomato sauce for the fish

itadakimasu!! delicous and warm lunch with church family

thanks pastor!!

we all love you

7 legs spider @.@

Location: my bathroom

Condition: it crawling around my short pant

My 1st respond when saw that thing is… hit it until die@.@ because I am scared of that kind thing.
The 2nd day noon, I got bad dream when I sleep noon. I am in a dark place… since I can’t open my eyes then I pray to God let him rescue me. Thanks god I am awake after prayed. Then, I mms the picture of that thing to barista. He said that is 7legs spider, looks like got 8 legs and in Chinese people tradition, it’s a god that can make people get bad dream. =.=

Moody & Sad

barista helps me clean the room and toilet

the look after finish cleaning works, thirsty and hungry

actually decided went for KFC but he suddenly pizza hut mood

the menu(he order meal for 4ppl@.@)

bread stick that contain small piece of glass

(the ppl in charge change a plate for us again =.=)

his shell shape spaghetti



not nice and need to add in tomato sauce @.@

Date : 9/8/09
Time : 1.33am
Location: TM rented house 2nd floor

It’s Sunday and it’s time to go church later in the early morning. Because of responsible, I need to back tm yesterday to join fellowship’s activities in the night but I din as I need to move my room from ground to 2nd floor (order from my lovely mom).

Fuh… this few days happen many things and I felt complicated. As I had that kind of feeling, my emotion becomes complicated too. Huh? I also don’t know what I am talking about. I din even have the feeling of blogging as all things happen so suddenly. Barista need to make decision for stay in Klang help his mom or follow me back Tm. He really feels frusted because of this. I wonder why his mom wants to do the kitchen job until 2 am one. Now she need run 3shop in a day. That’s why she will feel tired. As barista can’t make the decision in time, I made for him. Stay in Klang for 3months again, that’s mean this semester we still can’t together in tm. Luckily still got Doreen accompany me in this house if not I really alone in this 3 storey house T.T

I m sad. I wonder how long I will be like this…