1st blog of 2010

its since 4 months i din update my blog here.

i had my own reason for not to update my blog..

i feel don like to share my all of things at here already.. my own life..and the parts of down of my life..why need to let ppl know?...ppl always mind the result but not the process..

life is complicated and there was too much things want to share.. so, i decided to be silent of all the unfair or unhappy things that happened.. i just will post my status at facebook sometimes..

i have my own thinking of what life should be..

for me, my own life, Happy, Healthy, Family and r.ship is most important.

i don like ppl comment with my way to live in here..

since i live alone in a 3double storey house..there was no ppl will care much about me.

i just can said: " if one day i faint in my own room or toilet.. no body will know about it.."

except my best coursemate la cos i din go class..then she will know it.. and also barista.. he cant contact wif me sure worry de..

but thanks to god.. i am still alive here..

sem 6 at here, i just want to finish my another one study semester at tm and off to bukit tinggi for practical..

last semester he was here accompany me through the sem 5..

when he was here, i din get sick at all.. at here, i want to thanks to him give me pretty memories when xmas, new year eve of 2010, and also at happy village.

happy village is my 2nd home after my home at sarikei..

so, who don want to go home after a tired weekdays class?

and meet with ppl older than u like auntie.. she like my mummy at west msia..and always worry i have enough money use or not..

i miss my family in sarawak too.. just they r too far from me..

i will cried if i make phone call to them..

so, i rather don wan miss, don wan call..

a call in a week, just to ensure i am safe to them and they are safe at there..

now.. my condition is SICK after attend his friend' s wedding lunch..alamak de,we were waiting too long for the lunch started!! after that i need rush to ktm station for went back here..

i cannot take solid food now because having sore throat..

i m scared to having sore throat since i am young as i m a person who like to sing..

i am food lover, i cannot eat!! its a suffer thing to me as well..

Today is monday, i mc for the class..

2moro need wake up early for the 5hours class..

and tis weekend need go to sitiawan for the one day trip..may god bless me.. :)

well, its since half year i din get sick already..

i m lucky to have sick before cny!! God always treat me well and give the best gift in my life although no body take care me here..(need buy the porridge myself, see the doctor byself)

hmm.. daddy n mummy too take care me when i am home...so, i need to be tough! gambate..

still left 2weeks to home for cny..!! wish i can get well before i go home... :)